Tuesday, January 10, 2023

Crying Tonight

My body is ache's 
Mother-Nature paid
Me a visit ....
Before I knew it tears 
Are streaming down 
eye's are blur,
mind is running..
But my emotion 
are all over the place. 
Not even a fixed up face
Would have stopped 
them falling down
Like a waterfall.
So, I let them. 

Deep with in me tonight
It's my heart escaping
from deep within to surface
showing up on face 
tear won't stop tonight
for sometime now
build up inside 
as my mind covered it
with a smile on my face
thinking why I smile 
to begin with..


Before I knew it 
thoughts and tears 
Entwined like flowing river
About where and why I ended up 
here once again ?
Shouldn't have I known better?
Now its done and over with
Only thing I know is that
need to make a move 
Those tears say other wise ...
...Other wise....

Deep with in me tonight.
It's my heart escaping
from deep within to surface
showing up on face 
tear  won't stop tonight
for sometime now
build up inside 
as my mind covered it
with a smile on my face
thinking why I smile 
to begin with..

Crying tonight 
Just to admit that 
Still a human
Still get hurt 
Still feeling the pain
Fight is far from over.
Still though one night 
Won't kill me just to feel
Weak being all alone.
Feeling physical pain
And able to let show 
No one around. 

Deep with in me tonight.
It's my heart escaping
from deep within to surface
showing up on face 
tear  won't stop tonight
for sometime now
except for tonight 
as I am letting it
all out once and for all.




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