Friday, December 30, 2022

Dancing

 Music is playing 

In the back round

As my thoughts 

Leaving my mind...

I start to move slowly

With plenty of room.

My body only hears

Every note and instrument

All lyric's as well.


Dancing alone

Feeling good as my

Body moves on its own

To the notes as if it

Knows what to do

On the dance floor

My mind is in captivity

Of the lyrics words.

I'm feeling free...


Somehow...somewhere..

I felt this feeling before

I wounder when was it?

'Cause it's amazing feeling,

Like you are out of 

Control for once,

Not in a crazy 

Way either.


Dancing alone

Feeling good as my

Body moves on its own

To the notes as if it

Knows what to do

On the dance floor

My mind is in captivity

Of the lyrics words.

I'm feeling free...


A pretty image 

Appeared on the surface

Of my mind...

I am somewhere

Back home...In Ukraine.


Dancing alone

Feeling good as my

Body moves on its own

To the notes as if it

Knows what to do

On the dance floor

My mind is in captivity

Of the lyrics words.

I'm feeling free...


Surrounded  by trees 

All  around me 

As I am dancing

 To the sound of the 

Wind gently playing 

With the leave's, 

Composed harmony

Just in time for the

Welcoming the Summer.



Dancing alone

Feeling good as my

Body moves on its own

To the notes as if it

Knows what to do

On the dance floor

My mind is in captivity

Of the lyrics words.

I'm feeling free.

I almost forgot 

How this even feels,

So, free.... 

As if a bird broke

Loose from the case 

In which it was trapped in.


  



 

  

 


Thursday, December 22, 2022

Four Sister's

 There are four sister's

Whom we call season's.

Amazing how all four

Have a way of shining,

In a spot light of their 

Own space and time .


Four sister's holding hands

As dancing in a circle

One after another,

Each has a turn to shine

With time to back up showing,

Their beauty to the world.


In viewing, the eldest

Sister is the Winter.

She is coldest 

More to herself.

As the eldest one

She is a bit bitter.

In a reason of her own

as she saw maturity.

She is more cautions

hiding behind the cold.

Covering the ground 

with white blanket

of snow and 

Swirling blizzard's

Through the season. 


Four sister's holding hands

As dancing in a circle

One after another,

Each has a turn to shine

Time at the back showing

Their beauty to the world.


The second eldest

Sister is Autumn.

Dressed in colors,

of orange, red, 

With light-brown's

touch of dark-grey,

kind of gown. 

She is more used 

The wild wind's

And rainy day's.

The one's  howling

At window's and house's,

As they feel the shake.

Rain filling the

Street's with inch

deep water'.

Almost as if she is

Somehow upset.

By being somewhere

In between two

Of her sisters.


Four sister's holding hands

As dancing in a circle

One after another,

Each has a turn to shine

Time at the back showing

Their beauty to the world.


Summer is the third sister,

As she melts in the sun.

Splashing warm pool waters,

And sandy beaches somewhere.

Putting smiles on our faces

She is the happy, 

One after all.


Four sister's holding hands

As dancing in a circle

One after another,

Each has a turn to shine

Time at the back showing

Their beauty to the world.


Than there is the 

Youngest sister, Spring.

Blooming with youth

Blooming with colors

green, pink, yellow,

Brighter, soft kind of gown. 

Leaving smile on our face's

As if teaching us love again.

As she rise flower's 

From the ground.

Melting away our hearts

In a warm breezy wind,

Of rising again.

After her eldest sister

Bitter-cold, Winter.

When the world hear's

Sound again after 

A very long slumber.

Spring is the gently

Spoken one, of them all.


Four sister's holding hands

As dancing in a circle

One after another,

Each has a turn to shine

Time at the back showing

Their beauty to the world.

Before we knew it

A full year came to a circle.



I Need A Moment

What have I done? 
What has happened?
How did I get here?
Only seconds away
Facing death again.
I'm walking away.

I need a moment alone.
I need to think.
I need to fall apart. 
Even if I stay in silents,
As I listen to music.
I start lose my own 
Train of thoughts 

Come to realize,
Am I fearing of living?
The change  I slightly
don't understand?
Maybe it's pain 
which holds me back?

I need a moment alone.
I need to think.
I need to fall apart.
Even if I stay in silents,
As I listen to music.
I start lose my own 
Train of thoughts 

Oh! I did sit alright!
How well I listen
In the darkest memory
Of my life. 
Where I have feared the most.
Life was slipping
Through my finger's
Like water.

I need a moment alone.
I need to think.
I need to fall apart.
Even if I stay in silents,
As I listen to music.
I start lose my own
Train of thoughts 


Life would not stop here
It will go on
Even when you 
Want to stop to think.
Its the moments you
You start missing
Most in the quite.
Life doesn't stop though.

I need a moment alone.
I need to think.
I need to fall apart.
Even if I stay in silents,
As I listen to music.
I start lose my own 
Train of thoughts 

Music is a melody
You can find everywhere. 
Even in the sound of the 
Wind playing gently
With new born leaves
In the spring time
If you stop to listen.


I need a moment alone.
I need to think.
I need to fall apart.
Even if I stay in silents,
As I listen to music.
I start lose my own 
Train of thoughts 

I've had enough of quite.
I've had enough of listening.
At least now.

I need a moment alone.
I need to think.
I need to fall apart.
Even if I stay in silents,
As I listen to music.
I start hearing my own 
Train of thoughts 
Coming back to me






 

 

 

 


  

Tuesday, November 29, 2022

Leave Me, Alone!

 

Remember

When I told you

"You will know!

When I will write,

for you.."

Here it is, boy.


Leave me alone!

Let me go!

We tried, it didn't work.

I can't take it anymore!

Exhausted of falling

For the same old story.

Spinning around,

Like a snowflake

To the ground,

I go

Melting away.

.. one day ..


Never thought..

About the outcome

In a long run.

For the longest time

I kept forgiving you!

Still, you kept on

playing around!


Leave me alone!

Let me go!

We tried, it didn't work.

I can't take it anymore!

Exhausted of falling

For the same old story.

Spinning around,

Like a snowflake

To the ground,

I go

Melting away.

.. one day ..


What did you think was

Going to happen

After all those times?!

Even when I knew better

Spite it all I stayed

Loved you, anyway!

Where was your

Love though,

I'll never know.


Leave me alone!

Let me go!

We tried, it didn't work.

I can't take it anymore!

Exhausted of falling

For the same old story.

Spinning around,

Like a snowflake

To the ground,

I go

Melting away.

.. one day ..


"I am sorry!"

All I kept on hearing

From you!

Where were you...

When I was in need

Of a friend..

It doesn't matter,

Anymore..


Leave me alone!

Let me go!

We tried, it didn't work.

I can't take it anymore!

Exhausted of falling

For the same old story.

Spinning around,

Like a snowflake

To the ground,

I go

Melting away.

.. one day ..


Well, let me be clear!

Once & for all...

Your words mean

Nothing to me

Anymore!

Too many broken,

Promises from you!


Leave me alone!

Let me go!

We tried, it didn't work.

I can't take it anymore!

Exhausted of falling

For the same old story.

Spinning around,

Like a snowflake

To the ground,

I go

Melting away.

.. one day ..


Stay alone!

For all I care..

You were too

Busy, anyway..

So, be my guest...

Because I'm done

Believing you!


Leave me alone!

Let me go!

We tried, it didn't work.

I can't take it anymore!

Exhausted of falling

For the same old story.

Spinning around,

Like a snowflake

To the ground,

I go

Melting away.

.. one day ..


Don't come back, either..

Now, go away!

Four years

was enough

For me.


Saturday, August 27, 2022

Honestly


I'm sorry

For letting you down!

I'm sorry

For not being there for you!

Most of all I am 

Very sorry

for being honest to the core. 

 

Honesty is a 

fine line neither

right nor wrong.

If we don't get along

just move on!


Between you and me

Where is honesty here?

Unless we talk face to face

Each has perspective

views as well.


Honesty is a 

fine line neither

right nor wrong.

If we don't get along

just move on!


We all make mistakes

Don't get me wrong.

 I wanted to open

 with you and myself

as well.


Honesty is a 

fine line neither

right nor wrong.

If we don't get along

just move on!


All I see with you 

Is end of the line

Going, no where


Honesty is a 

fine line neither

right nor wrong.

If we don't get along

just move on!

  Honestly,

 It's crystal clear to me!


In the end

It's about what side

Of the fine line

you choose to walk

I choose the one

where it's yet,

to be revealed.




Thursday, March 17, 2022

Solitary And Distant

 


Once, I was asked a question,

" are you ashamed?"

I got to thinking ...

So, I reapplied "...

What is life without pain?"


I've been listening to SAD, 

solitary  and distant, 

 music lately.

From a very young age.

Ain't you a bit young to be

To be giving up on yourself?

I get life get heavy at times.

Don't give up now though

Life is just beginning.


What is every sunrise,

And sunset each day;

Except for a reminder of the

Beauty of beginning of each day.

Rest in between for a moment,

Your problems go away 

just a short time.

Knowing to trust in God

As we try to follow 

His images of ourselves!


I've been listening to SAD, 

solitary  and distant, 

 music lately.

From a very young age.

Ain't you a bit young to be

To be giving up on yourself?

I get life get heavy at times.

Don't give up now though

Life is just beginning.


A strange way to put it I get,

Been there myself.

Still though,

Life has a beautiful

way of rising you!

Over and over again!

Maybe it's Father who

Keeps watch over us

More than we are ourselves

Being here on Earth.


I've been listening to SAD, 

solitary  and distant, 

 music lately.

From a very young age.

Ain't you a bit young to be

To be giving up on yourself?

I get life get heavy at times.

Don't give up now though

Life is just beginning.


Life is heavy burned,

"May I ask what is life

Without struggles ?"

How would we learn

 Moving forward?

Life is all about growing


I've been listening to SAD, 

solitary  and distant, 

 music lately.

From a very young age.

Ain't you a bit young to be

To be giving up on yourself?

I get life get heavy at times.

Don't give up now though

Life is just beginning.


So please, 

Listen when I say,

Enjoy, what you have!

Love, like pain don't face us!

Most of all live like

Heavenly Father

Recreated us over again.


I've been listening to SAD, 

solitary  and distant, 

 music lately.

From a very young age.

Ain't you a bit young to be

To be giving up on yourself?

I get life get heavy at times.

Don't give up now though

Life is just beginning.


There is no need too

Confined ourselves

With sadness

Hiding inside our heads.

Speak up for once.

Find the courage 

To be happy again.