Pause

Why is everything all of the sadden

Coming up to the surface now?

Why am I feeling weak and broken?

 Why is everyone out too

Destroy my light I

Have been saving inside?

I wish there was a pause to pain.

I wish there was a pause to life.

Because I don't want to feel 

The pain tonight.

I wish I can wake up one day,

Feeling like a child, eating ice-cream,

For the very first time.

I wish...I wish... I wish...

Life is like a gravel road,

That never seems to come to an end.

Endless, seamless, with dark sky ahead.

Ground is full of wild dead weeds,

Wild flowers that kept 

Their roots in the ground.

Surviving the late-summer's 

Early-autumn bitter winds.

As well preparing death

 of autumn coming.

Yet, they never looked 

more beautiful,

Bowing down their face 

To the ground in tiredness.

I wish there was a pause to pain.

I wish there was a pause to life.

Because I don't want to feel 

The pain tonight.

I wish I can wake up one day,

Feeling like a child, eating ice-cream,

For the very first time.

I wish...I wish... I wish...

Stop wishing 

Just learn from the past.

enjoy present even if it's hard

at times

All in good time you will see 

Why the future is most important

From this point on.

Don't forget to be

Thankful for each day that

Has been given to us all. 

 

Letting Go

It feels great all of sadden.

You did me a favor,

 By letting me go.

We weren't a match in Heaven.

I kindly loved you,

For a very short time.

Now time has come, 

For both of us to let go.

Shut the doors,

 For the last time,

 Never reopen again.

What is left open,

 it will never heal.

So, let's heal the wounds, 

by walking away.

As we growing on our own.

Seasons Change

After long warm winter 

With only few weeks of cold.

As I went out outside

I smelt the rain in the air

Spring is coming.

Giving my soul much of joy

As it gave my heart 

Some pain also,

having to say goodbye

 to Winter beauty, 

Knowing its going to be 

Long-while before 

we shell meet again.

Every season I feel like 

Its always the same

Although it never is

With the same look still

A different view of life.

That's what growing is 

 I suppose.

even-though nice to know  

About nature, 

something never 

The same, yet, it is.

Stillness at times

chaos in other times. 

With winds howling

at late Fall early-Winter

Similar still very different.

Warm winds are gentle ones

Of the Spring and Summer.

As we start to feel

  brutal winds of late Autumn,

 as they prepares us,

For the coming of winter.

For now let us enjoy the gentle 

Touch of warmth once again.

Go out for a walk in the nature

Breath in the gentle fresh air.

Play outside and enjoy the sun

Enjoy the warmth of the 

Swimming pools 

Lakes warm waters.

Live in the moment of life 

Not in the shade fearing living.

Live in your own comfort 

Not in bitter light of change.

Remember seasons are here 

Help us enjoy the unbearable

You might hide deep inside.

Seasons change

As we grow each day.

So let us welcome spring

With open arms, hearts and soul's

As we departure winter once again

With seasons it's never a goodbye. 

It's always see next time

With new changes in hearts.

Paint Brightly

 Paint a pretty picture in your head,

That shell be your escape.

Paint a pretty picture in your head,

That shell make it easier 

to keep holding-on.

Paint with colors and not in grey,

That shell help you be happier in life.

Paint with colors and not in grey,

 That shell help the sun 

to become alive.

Paint with vision and not a blind eye,

That shell help to keep 

the night-mares away.

Paint with vision and not a blind eye,

That shell give you a way

as well as new sight of life.

Paint with God and not alone,

That shell show you a new way in Life.

Paint with God and not alone,

That shell bring you Home once again.

Paint with open heart,

That shell help you live to the fullest.

Paint with open hear

That shell free you from

 with in your deepest self.